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Great Day it is!

WoooHoooo... Yesterday was PERFECT !!! It took me the whole day until 2.30 am in the morning to get the BIG picture... my break-FAST... out from the house with a great hope for Calvin... my MAIN COURSE for lunch... Lots of things happened since morning...like moving on the fast track with some hysterical. panic . uncertainties and stop at dead end *great* Spend 8 hrs to finish our 'main course'...hahahahaha...battling with all unpredicted things...but main course still taste good since we do it for our precious my SWEET dinner... Get down from the train at the dead end tunnel and having fun with the kids and eating good food...shopping *a bit*...hahahahahaha...and...continue with another good food until almost midnight SUPPER?! IT WAS GREAT... send the kids back home...put them to sleep...and...movie time!!! God knows the best how to end the day...He provide 'THE INTERNSHIP' .... I'm telling u it was a good laugh and best remedy for the day...we s

The Day

Today... all the teaching and the faith that has been spoken come to the testing time... every single one of them...one by one... i experience God and all His beauty... i was proclaimed many times in the past share this faith to many people that i met "Faith always produce peace in the midst of challenge time" today...i experience it...in midst of panic and hysterical parents... i can feel compose and my heart is still... in know it is not come out of me... it is from my Jesus! God gave me chance to reach out to some of them... some them are the free thinker... they were skeptic at first... but as the time very tense... they realize... this is all only by God's grace they admit it! *amazing* ................................................... as the P1 registration came to the last stage Calvin standing together with the other 300+ kids . did NOT make it to any of Singapore school... . we won't know whether they will get it or not... .

TESTING of FAITH!

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we've been blessed with many teaching we've been testified our faith we've been strengthen with God's words...through the years of praying Thanks God...we came to this day... the TESTING of FAITH day! early this morning... we went to registered Calvin to one of the school the left in the list as we sitting down many couple show up...more and more... 26 available for 44 applicants! this is the last stage as only a few no. of school still open with a few seat available with a big no. of applicants *seruuuu* as we sitting down we saw... . one applicant rejected because they have no immunisation certificate as the kid was born in India . one applicant turn down coz the parents doesn't have proper work permit . one applicant send home because the father doesn't have original passport . the couple next to us share their struggle to pay the school fees despite the fact they are our competitors for the seat...we reach out to them and tell them

Gospel and Me

experience something NEW, DIFFERENT yet POWERFUL in Bible Study... especially in the fifth week i was grow spiritually to know that praise and worship draw the presence of God now i experience how the TRUTH breaking the bondage at the end of every meeting... . no music at all . nobody shouting or screaming . just the Pastor leading in meditate the truth...softly . people start to crying and wiping quietly . the powerful truth set them free . it was quite yet powerful...the presence of God very strong ......................................................................... last night i was asking myself... are you serving God and do all God's LAW for your own sake or for the love of God?! observing my heart and what i'm doing in the ministry.. am i do the RELIGIOUS RITUALS called LAW to get... . God's blessing . God's protection . God's grace am i OBEY all His command because... . i'm scare something bad gonna happen to me if i'm not . i'm scare His bles

Rebecca & Jakarta

...we've been trying to make Calvin pronounce "JAKARTA" ...for unknown reason ...he always end up say "KEJATA" ! so we break it down into 3 parts "Ja Kar Ta" .............................. .............................. ...................... tonight my little girl came to me and stop me for what i'm doing Rebecca:  ' Mommy! look at me! ' when i turn my eyes on her...she continues... with the eyes open wide R   : ' say : Ja ' me :  ' Ja '   R   :  ' Ka ' me :  ' Ka '   R   :  ' Ta ' me :  ' Ta ' then she walk away ...i wonder who is the teacher here !

Rebecca and water park

the light OFF - the games ON ...in the dark.... Daddy: "where do fish live?" Calvin: "water" Daddy: "NO!" Calvin: "sea" Daddy: "NO!" ........silent: Calvin thinking........ the suddenly a sweet voice breaking the silent Rebecca:"water park!" all of us: "...HUAHAUAHAUAHAHAUA..." ---> that's the only place Rebecca saw lot of fish :D

1st Fee

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my 1st Fee way lower than my 1st Salary on the contrary my dream job satisfaction way higher than my ordinary job

Calvin & Human Anatomy

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we were reading the science book before sleeping then i left him alone to continue the reading... suddenly... he ran to me with the eyes open wide his expression like someone just won the lottery "MOMMY! MOMMY! NOW I KNOW" he pull down his pants he pull down his underware he pointing to his private part with a proud face...he announce: "THIS IS CALLED VAGINA" i burst out in laugh *HUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUA* the next minute: PANIC! "what have you read?!" together we ran to the book and checking on it he pointing at picture no 1 *see pic* before i can say anything...he shouting "OH! it's Rebecca's...mine is this one!!!" *pointing to picture no.2* he scratch his head and mumbling "Oh...i was wrong...i didn't see it" this time my LOL mixed with rolling here and there on the bed HUAHUAHAUHAUHAUHAUHAUAHUAHUAHUA all along he called his private part with 'cc''...he got it from s

Mirror!

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the MORE i talk about... . other's failure . other's weaknesses . other's wrongdoing . other's mistake . other's fault . other's misbehavior . other's sin i tend to compare with... . my achievement . my strength . my kindness . my helping-hand . my fairness . my innocent . my righteous until God put the 'mirror' in front of me and open my eyes to see 'the real ME' i feel like a bustard in His grace... so shameful so humiliating so disgraceful so outrageous so impure so unworthy so SINFUL i'm FULL of MYSELF ... everything about me not Christ i'm TOO proud of ME ... what i've done! i'm feel big GER than Jesus ... bigger than the One who gave all the good things in me this mirror shows: HOW PRECIOUS the UNWORTHY ME in HIS GRACE  feeling : remorseful!

NGAKAK NIGHT

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@ Geylang Night Market scene 1 nanyain harga 'rok' cantik buat Rebecca penjualnya keluar mengulurkan tangan untuk ambil 'rok' itu Calvin menyambut dengan jabatan tangan trus bilang bgini... : "Hallo uncle...my name is Calvin" . Pak Cik kaget . aku kaget . Calvin senyum manis abis gitu serentak ngakak bareng...huahuahauhauhauahua scene 2 setelah ngakak reda... mulailah si Pak Cik mencari 'rok' dan size yang kita mau setelah dapat aku cobain ke Rebecca pelan" si Pak Cik bilang "it's for boy!" aiiiiyoooooooooooo....maaalllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! abis maap" kabuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrr....

a Present for Mommy

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scene:  Torkis & Calvin watching tv then the London Management advertisement ON            *lost weight program*  :  "Ssshhh...Daddy! Let's give Mommy this as a present" Torkis so surprise and touched by Calvin's intention...

Calvin the Superboy!

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scene: shopping! i saw a superman pijamas so i call Calvin to try it  : 'WoooHooo! you are superman now!' : 'NO! i'm super BOY !' : 'Oh! OK...you are superBOY!' : 'but wait Mommy! i'm NOT superboy YET!'  : 'Why?' : 'Where's the UNDERWARE ?!' what?! NO pijamas then!

the SPECIAL soft lens

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Oggy and the cockroach! i don't like watching tv...but...i have to monitored the kids i don't like this cartoon...for me it's violence!...but the kids like it *sigh* so yesterday i sit down with them watching this cartoon ........................................................................................................ there is one particular scene that stays in my mind until now... "Oggys is sleeping and the 3 naughty cockroach open Oggy's eyes and put in the 'special' soft lens...after that they wake him up..." "the moment Oggy's up...his world turns to HELL...everything he sees become creepy..." the world is not changing! it is Oggy's sight that changed! ........................................................................................................ Lately... through my writing...my blog...some people *friends&family...even stranger* start to open their life to me...some of them share their s

searching for Calvin's school

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when i say i TRUST You... . i'll be very careful see through my heart's content ...     "am i really put my trust in him or commands Him with my faith to do according to my will?!"     * put my trust in Him means give Him freedom to decide what's the best     * not threatening Him with my faith!       if things is not happen according to my faith then i won't trust Him anymore . i don't want to dictate You with ...my faith . my pray . my will        i've gone through many experience that...        * i use my faith to dictate Him in detail how i want it to be *the result*         * i use my pray to teach Him how to do it         * i use His words to gain what i want *my will*     . i want to honour my Abba Father's sovereign ...        * put trust in Him means i tell Him what i want in my pray *He knows anyway*        * and trust Him to DO IT IN HIS WAY ...he has so many ways that way beyond my mind can think