Children and The Word of God

Children and the Word of God

while people around me talk about their kids goes to qualified school
while people around me talk about their kids perform well in the school
while people around me 'classified' the kids 


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i lost interest in of all those things
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i more concern about how they behave
i more concern about how they connect with people
i more concern about their happiness
i more concern about they knowing God

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so i consider myself being faithfully planted the word of God to them
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they love bedtime reading
which means i read for them 

i observe...
. that is our relax time
. the most effective learning time *i wonder*
. the precious time for us to talk heart to heart

then..

i take advantage of it ---> planting God's word!

i can see...
. they are growing to relates everything that happen to the word of God
. they learn to know God's power manifested in His word
. they learn to know God

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GOOD enough hah?!
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until one day...
when i spend time with THE WRITER
Holy Spirit reveal the other side of GOOD!

He started with a question...
"what are you trying to do?!"

... what have i done?!

another question makes me more alert...
"what do u expect by planting the seed?!

...hmm...They know You?!

Yeah sort of!

....help me to understand Lord *i beg*

then He help me to unpacked the truth

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Planting the word of God is good!
Control the result is wrong!
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your expectation makes you wants to control the result!
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You were wondering...
The more you faithfully planting the seed
The more anxiety grows in you

because you are trying to control the result
because you are trying to play MY role

*crying remorsefully*

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Rest in Me my daughter
It bring peace to you
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I will do it according to My will
which is far beyond your mind can reach
and
There's not always good in your eyes
but
TRUST ME!

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at that time...
I break down and cry and cry and cry
NO word came our my mouth
but i believe He understand my heart
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that broken heart
that tears
that unspoken words
means...

FORGIVE ME LORD!
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Into your hands i commit Calvin and Rebecca
May Your will be done in their life
not mine
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it's always wonderful spend time with Him

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