TR2C HoMe

"Life begins at 40!" Ever since I knew this quote…I’m looking forward for 40!   I set my expectation for what will happen when I’m 40 and I work on it!   study hard! study higher!   joined the leadership training here and there! Storing every experience that I think I need for my 40! just to prepare ME for my 40! In my dream…I am a successful career woman at my 40 In my dream…I have a list of material possession at 40 In my dream…I have picture of network that I have at 40 In my dream…I have a special lifestyle at 40 In my dream…I have many things to expect for Oh, Yes! I’m so ready for my 40! I’m 40 today! And none of my dream comes true Even that dream has been shut off many years ago! I expect my life begin at 40 in MY WAYs! I Thank God that it is NOT happening in that way…in MY WAYs! It is happened in GOD’s WAY! I’m 40 today! I have no monthly income I have no career path to climb I have no great possession for my pl

Anther Lessons from Hospital Ministry… Year after year… . I saw people crying over their health . I saw people grieving over diagnose . I saw the hopeless in the face of cancer I found many blessed facts #1 Those who grieve the most after diagnosed are those who have HEALTHY lifestyle . eating healthy . regular exercise . good sleeping pattern . less stress . etc They thought they deserve the best health! when cancer strike they cannot face the reality! Doctor find no answer on it! #2 Those who have a grateful attitude will have their peace reserved during the storm Yes, they are crying over the facts, they are scared too But, they don’t quickly react to the circumstances by immediately changing the eating habit or sleeping pattern in And, they are “cool” in the face of disaster #3 Those who care so much about what they eat and drink, those who have so many “rules” for their health are those group of people who have a high risk

I learnt to be grateful on 4 things that I used to take for granted from hospital ministry 1. Eat 2. Drink 3. Passing urine 4. Passing motion Those are the very first thing that doctor will ask every patient on the hospital bed in the morning Those are the sign that the body still functioning well Those are not important things for me *sigh Most of the times… I need nice clothes on my body I want fabulous make up on my face I need stunning shoes of my feet I need awesome necklace on my neck I need cute earrings on my ears Or some good achievement … to makes me feels good Most of the times… I’m not grateful for having the ability to pass urine Passing motion seems like waste of time Eating become tiring when I never lost weight Drinking is just another routine The uncounted hospital trips change me somehow Now… I take time to say thank you every time I pass urine Now… I whisper “thank you Jesus” every time I’m able to pass motion Instead of anxious with the healthy foo