BREAKTHROUGH!

. 1 Jan 2013
my new year resolution: BREAKTHROUGH!
i got the feeling: get ready! the big battle comes before the breakthrough taken place!

. 7 Jan onward
~ everything falling apart
~ the world turns up side down
~ the .scariest .unexpected happened
~ the nightmare became real
~ the scariest and more scariest things keeps coming up

. early June 2013
one evening...in our relax time, i told Torkis : "it's almost half of the year and things keeps coming up...now i know the strength in us is big by experience the big and scariest strom this year...coz the storm won't be beyond our strength to overcome!"

through this strom...we experince God!
we learn...
. in every circumstance : keep our 'eyes' on Jesus!
. in every circumstance : plans might be failed but NOT GOD!
. in every circumstance : God's grace is more than enough!

those SCARIEST. NIGHTMARE .UNEXPECTED nothing compares to OUR JESUS!!!

. in the storm ... God still lead us to share gospel to many people
. in the storm ... God makes us a blesser to others
. in the storm ... we mistakenly understood God's direction but He is not angry!
. in the storm ... tears present but God's presence even real!
. in the storm ... God's joy and strength even bigger than the other day
. in the storm ... His guidance. direction. protections are clear in our eyes

we don't have to wait until Half of the Year finish...because...YES!...because:

. 6 June 2013
THE BREAKTHROUGH START TO TAKE PLACE!!! *WooooooooHoooooo*
even days before..

. in our personal life
. in our family
. also in my big family life

acknowledgement .confession .admission:
. it was not how good and how frequent we pray
. it was not how hard we fight in the battle
. it was not how big is the storm

IT IS ABOUT GOD!

we were not just came out from the storm
we are people who just experienced God's amazing love through the storm
HALLELLUJAH!

aniwei...
. we still sleeping well at night
. eating well
. enjoy the day with joy

so what's so big?! GOD it is!

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Surprise di awal tahun

Tahun Baru...Hidup Baru...Harapan Baru... ...komplit deh... Ternyata surprise diawal tahun OK juga ya...hehehehe...semua ini berhubungan dengan our baby... Sugar Level Awal desember lalu...pas lagi scanning dokternya bilang baby-nya a bit fat *waks* ...aku sering baca-baca di internet...klo baby yang fat itu gak baik...banyak gak baiknya deh...akhirnya dokter langsung minta aku test darah karna dia curiga sugar level-ku naik fyi karna papaku seorang penderita diabetes jadi diawal kehamilan aku udah jalanin diabetes test...saat itu sugar levelku berada di level ideal (5.4) ... Hari itu pas dicek...ternyata sugar levelku naik tinggi sampe 9.6 *o'o* ...dokter langsung minta test darah lengkap 3 hari kemudian...ada kemungkinan karna aku baru abis breakfast jadi sugar level naik, tapi menurut dokter harusnya naik gak setinggi itu... aku sendiri gak merasa konsumsi sugar yang tinggi...malahan sejak hamil gak doyan ngemil sama sekali...makan bener" sesuai porsi gak ada yang berlebih
Read more

NO maid + no BS = ?

Image
HHhhhhmmm...mari kita liat formula yang ada BS=Babysitter NO maid + No BS = Sleepless Night ...sejak calvin lahir sampe sekarang hampir 4 bulan...aku sama sekali belum pernah merasakan tidur malam yang pulas sampe pagi... NO maid + No BS = Struggle ...tentu saja...aku komit ke calvin untuk ngasih dia asi ekslusif selama 6 bulan, jelas aja aku harus selalu ON saat dia minum susu dan anak yang minum asi tidurnya lebih singkat dari anak yang minum formula... No maid + No BS = No time for myself ...semua waktuku hanya untuk calvin...klo orang lagi jatuh cinta ngomong you are my everything keliatan picis banget...tapi bagiku kalimat itu kena banget ke calvin...he is my world...apapun yang aku kerjakan pasti berhubungan dengan calvin ...yang namanya jalan-jalan, santai-santai, kongkow-kongkow sampe malam sama teman-teman udah di delete tuntas dari kamus saya...hehehehehe... No maid + No BS = stuck @ home ...aku cuman bisa keluar ama torkis, mungkin ini lebih ke alasan malas, klo keluar strol
Read more

Siang & Malam

Image
let's open our mind... Perbedaan ama siang dan malam significant sekali...seperti gelap dan terang...ato bisa juga dibilang 'extremely different' ...dengan kasat matapun kita bisa melihat perbedaannya gak hanya itu kita juga bisa merasakannya....seperti panas dan dingin. Ilustrasi lain yang biasanya untuk membedakan sesuatu yang 'extremely different' ...langit dan bumi...semua orang tau betapa perbedaan itu bener-bener nyata... Nah...itu cuman introduction...aku lagi pengen bahas tentang all about medical di indo dan spore...mulai dari Fact, Service, Dokter, Professionalism dan Technology di bidang medical... aku mulai dengan FACT : Fact 01 : 3 tahun yang lalu *2003* ...seperti diceritakan disini *testimony I-III* ...dokter yang menangani aku saat itu sempat beri komentar begini... "dokter spore dan indonesia itu seperti siang dan malam" Waktu aku itu berpikir "huh...sombong banget sih nih dokter" Fact 02 : Waktu berlalu dan 1 taon lebih setel
Read more