Calvin follow his FEAR and found...?

Calvin registered for a test a few months ago
The information that we got that the test is on general knowledge and he doesn’t need to prepare anything, basically the students need to have a strong skill in math
Calvin was busy with practicing for PSLE until the day we were on the way to the school for the test and he started to realize he doesn’t have any preparation for the test at all...literally ZERO!
anyway just like they said: no need preparation

We need to take bus-train-bus to reach the school. 

The anxiety poking him all the way...makes him feel uneasy...scared...frightened...
I tried not to respond to his anxiety and makes him relax but as much as I try...nothing works...the anxiety just grow bigger and overwhelm him

On the last bus...we took the seat at the back of bus despite the fact that not many people in the bus...
I guess those seats helped him to ease his anxiety...
little that i expect...
The anxiety so much in him until he got frustrated

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taken on the way to the test

Me: “Calvin, look! If you are well prepared now! At this moment...you have a very strong confidence in you...and....I think God is no longer important for you”
Me: “somehow...I think this is good! Let’s get the picture!”
You marching to the battle
You carry NO weapon
What’s the good thing about this picture?
God is the only and ultimate source of strength
God become so important
You cling to God like never before
Jesus is so real
Calvin: “—————“

I put his hand in mind

Me: “don’t close your eyes! Let’s pray”
Me: “God in times when we found no confidence and no strength...we found YOU!........”
now your turn, Calv! ask Him!

Calvin is so much into gospel journey with ESV devotion every day...Calvin pray for God’s mercy and grace for his PSLE every day until the word “mercy and grace” lost its meaning and make psle is the most important thing

That day...
Inside the almost-empty bus
On the way to the unknown battle
with NO weapon at hand

Calvin: “Jesus...I need your MERCY and GRACE for this test...”
He used the same words
but this time...
through the experience God become real to him
If we never experienced hopeless...
God never been so real for us
Anxiety made its way out of Calvin
Peace take over him
we both know: it is GOD!

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Calvin follow his FEAR and found...Jesus!
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Image may contain: one or more people, text that says 'GOD'S GRACE leads you to break free from bondage to your worst fears.'

this sermon will help to find YOUR FEAR:
https://agape.org.sg/sermons/getting-out-of-bondage/A few
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