TR2C HoMe

sang mentor dan sahabat menasehati kita... untuk buat mujizat berkat .kesembuhan .promosi .dll Tuhan bisa kerja sendiri untuk mengubah karakter kita Tuhan butuh kerja sama dengan kita *tunduk dan taat*

When... so many things to tell so much things to asl so ready to pour out my heart WORSHIP is the LANGUAGE!!! i don't have to speak out the worries   are  gone ... the need   is fulfilled ... the heart   is in  peace ... the mind come to rest ... HOW GREAT THOU ART!

sebuah renungan... perhatikan dan amati baik" apa yang kamu TABUR! supaya pada waktu kamu TUAI kamu tau MENGUCAP SYUKUR atau MINTA AMPUN! hmmmm...*noted*

or you may say :JUDGEMENT *for the title* when i had NOTHING to do --> my sight gave me SOMETHING to think! Today i was sitting at the back row in the church...and...the person sitting at my front-right was a middle age man...This is his appearance and outfit: . wearing t-shirt . sandals . messy hair . he was more like laying on the chair instead of sitting me as a well dress-up woman *i think*...being raised up with the teaching that dress up neat and nice to church is one way to honour and respect God...however, we gonna meet the most powerful person on earth and in heaven. so there i was sitting quietly and nothing to do so my mind producing this thought: 1. he must have been forced by the obligation to attend church not out of his desire for God 2. maybe he came to church just because he got enough 'words' from his wife 3. why somebody never learn to respect and honour God from the way they dress up after that...my mind occupied by other things as th

in this early morning... we were in the airport send my parents back to Indonesia...divine appointment...the person standing next to us was Pastor Amos Jayarathnam!!! I saw him when we were in the Q but couldn't recogni ze him coz he looks much more younger than 7 years ago...the first and only meeting we had with him...this morning...it was Torkis who recognize him when he stand next to our check-in counter... He is going to Manado for ministry...my parents go to Bandung...it happened that silkair put all destination in one Q line...then we met him! We were talking for less than 10 mins then Pastor Amos and my parents continue talking inside the terminal...and he was praying for my mom&dad as well... IF we meet him in Indonesia...we might standing among thousands people but today is really DIVINE APPOINTMENT...Pastor Amos only ministry to my parents...it's a PRIVILEGE!!!

Me in MY sight me as a mother: 'watching' my myself .mind .actions as i raise up the kids... when they misbehave ... ....the fear wishper : "they will be naughty" when they don't do good at school ...the fear wishper: "they will be a failure" when they eat a lot ...the fear wishper: "they will be fat like you" when they make mistake ...the fear wishper: "it's your fault" when they ignore my advices ...the fear wishper: "they don't respect you" when i dicipline them ...the fear wishper: "they gonna hate you" ...and...numbers of fears that appear in the form of  'fake-goodness' . the fear driven me to commit sin by teaching them out of my emotional and frustration mind . the fear plays a BIG ROLE and making a BIG IMPACT in me as a mother . the evil's kiss * read: fear * makes me broke in tears and blaming myself for not good enough as a mother . the fear leads me t

our .Pastor .Mentor .Friend : Charles Bessie once taught us... "involve the kids in your prayer...explain them the circumstances you face to the certain extend they can understand so the whole family will experince God...testify God's Mighty Works...and Glorify His Name" ------------------------------ ------------------------- a few months back... Torkis got a bad news...he went to the room and ha ve a talk with God...after he came out from the room...my curious Calvin ask...   : "Daddy why are you so sad?" : "Yeah Calv...one of my dream just gone...and...i feel sad" Calvin round his little hand to Daddy's shoulder...while the other hand tapping on Daddy's arm and saying this...   : "it's OK Daddy...everthing gonna be alright!" Father (36 yo) and son (6 yo) just a like a buddy! ------------------------------ ------------------------- a few days back...God answered one of our prayer that we've been prayin

. 1 Jan 2013 my new year resolution: BREAKTHROUGH! i got the feeling: get ready! the big battle comes before the breakthrough taken place! . 7 Jan onward ~ everything falling apart ~ the world turns up side down ~ the .scariest .unexpected happened ~ the nightmare became real ~ the scariest and more scariest things keeps coming up . early June 2013 one evening...in our relax time, i told Torkis : "it's almost half of the year and things keeps coming up...now i know the strength in us is big by experience the big and scariest strom this year...coz the storm won't be beyond our strength to overcome!" through this strom...we experince God! we learn... . in every circumstance : keep our 'eyes' on Jesus! . in every circumstance : plans might be failed but NOT GOD! . in every circumstance : God's grace is more than enough! those SCARIEST. NIGHTMARE .UNEXPECTED nothing compares to OUR JESUS!!! . in the storm ... God still lead us to shar

Yesterday... Something that i've been  . dream on   . work on   . pray on   . desire : HAPPEN ! I've been reaching out to all of my maid...no matter how their responses...no matter how the impacts...no matter what is the result...but...i keep doing it! I understand that it's not me...God put the seed of compassion on me... The last one was Ruli...some of you knew the story... . i had shared about Jesus with her for 2 years . at last before she went back to Indonesia, i brought her to see Ps. Charles . after almost 2 hours of sharing the word of God, Ps. Charles ask her to receive Jesus . she was noded at first but then she change her mind at last well...the seed has been planted! i believe Jesus will continue to work on her! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The new comer: Ismayati *Iis* First she came...i can notice: she has a trouble mind but i can't really pinpont what's wrong?! u

I'm still SHAKING... a few minutes ago... the person that stay with us just received Christ! . i witness everything . how the person rise up the hands . follow the Pastor pray to received Jesus by phone . how the presence of God very strong until both of us shaking . we both shouting in JOY after that...i hand over my mobile phone that have lots of worship song to that person...and...i left that person alone and she started to worshiping! i still can hear the voice! i just can't compose myself right now! feels like i'm dreaming! Hallellujah! Heaven is singing!